Going to try hard today.

Today I'm going to try my best to eat normally. So far I already had a can of Minestrone soup with 2 garlic bread sticks, and a fun size kit kat bar. Altogether that is about 500 calories. I'm going to try to get a solid 1,200 calories today. I feel like I don't have the right mind set today. I want to eat normally but I feel like its going to be another binge day. I'm reading a book called Fever 1793 (..great book..) to keep myself busy, but my mind drifts off to food. I'm constantly thinking about when I can eat next, If i even should eat, what I should eat. It is only going on 12 AM. I didn't get to sleep until 5 in the morning and i woke up at 10. I'm going to try to swim all day and ride my bike because I don't have to work today, which usually keeps me well occupied. Well lets see how today goes. I'll be updating later in the day. I'd start adding pictures to my blog but i can't find my camera charger, so we'll just have to make do. Don't forget to come back later today to see how it turned out!