Not going to be posting every day now.

I was going to be posting every day. Even though it doesn't seem like much, blogging actually takes a bit of time. And I'm sort of busy now a days. I baby sit my sisters kids a lot, i have a job of my own, and i leave the house a lot more now. So I'll probably post every other day. I don't know. I'm not going to have a schedule. I'll post whenever i get the time.

I'm starting to get more comfortable with my weight. While I do want a flat stomach, its really too much stress and too much work the way I do it. Plus, it hit me that you only get one body. You only get 2 kidneys. You only get one heart. You only get one stomach, etc. So why treat it horribly? Before, my mindset was (and still is) "Oh I don't care if i die". BUT, what if i don't die? What if it just shuts down my kidenys? What if it just gives me digestive problems for life? It really isn't worth all those side effects. So I'm seriously trying to eat healthily. Yesterday was a great normal day. I had 3 solid meals. I was happy. Today i am eating A LOT, but not out of depression or anything. I'm on vicodin, and like 2 other pills for my wisdom teeth that i just got out and the dentist told me that it will leave me feeling hungry all the time, and that i should eat whenever I'm hungry but not over do it. So, i'm following the instructions. Whenever I'm hungry i eat. I've eaten a bunch today but I'm okay with it :)

I have stitches in every corner of my mouth. I have stitches in my lip because it busted open very deeply when they put the stretcher thing in my mouth.

My mom took a video of me recovering. I was singing Living on a Prayer by Bon Jovi. It was pretty funny. Then i took a napkin and rubbed my face all over it, then hung it on a coat hanger and started at it, amazed. My mom was like "Is it pretty?" And i answered "SO PRETTTY!" those videos are seriously so hilarious. My mom said i was grabbing her face and nose and i was like "oooh whats this?!" and when she said her nose, i didnt believe her. Then i started pouting then laughing. it was weird. But I'm going back to sleep now. I'll probably post again tomorrow since I won't be doing anything!